Antilyours - Zenbukiminoseida (English Translation)

Content Warning: Lyrics contain suicidal ideation as well as potentially implied self-harm.



I'm going to take a warped fall, sink deeply
Stealthily, just for your ears I whisper "Please impose your love on me"
Even after being bitten. It's not a metaphor, honest
It's okay if it's not pretty, even if it's breaking in unseemly ways.

If the obstacles are overflowing, I'll erase them for you right now
Carving into my chest the taste of the color of tears, don't forget ever again! A request made in a dream
"Is it temporary?" you ask. Detestable...

I exist only for the sake of myself. Save for the concept of you, I follow no ideology
That is the ideal I boast, the established routine. (Law.)
In the hope of you growing fond of me, I swim in the world of idols...
My solitude-loving self adored only one thing.

In this world a single person's feelings continued to light the way
Searching and going astray, where is this place?
The voice that echoes is rainbow-colored malice

What should I do, in this way I felt the pain of despair piercing my chest
"I don't need it, it's fine if it doesn't exist!" a condemning voice heard by no one
I can't see tomorrow, I don't need a future, I don't have anything I want to protect
I wish I'd just die already, no one's paying attention to me...

The unforgiving reality is no place where I belong, this scolding wounds me... (?)
That moment contained in a drop of blood, I won't be able to ever forget it, dreamlike
After all it's a delusion... So beautiful...

I don't need it, anything and everything, it's beautifully painful to the point I detest it
To the point of crying my soul out "I love you!", save me, I can't breathe
Hey, in this world that bears nothing but grudges I found meaning for the first time
"I don't care if I die" → Clinging to a desire to keep on living, you are what I wish for

Why do the obstacles keep coming? Hey, look at me as I erase them all for you
I carve your existence into my chest If this is hope I'll go through hell for the final conclusion, detestable...

I exist only for the sake of myself. Save for the concept of you, I follow no ideology
This is my reason for being, the established routine. (Law.)
You exist only for the sake of yourself. In order to grow used to your loneliness...
My lonesome self loved only one thing.

I don't need it anymore, anything and everything, it's beautifully painful to the point I detest it
Tears spill out as I say "I love you!", save me, I can't breathe
Hey, when I reached you it was the first time anyone ever acknowledged me
"I want to die" → The idea of wanting to live prevails, reigns supreme
Pinky promise!

Loser Gospel - Zenbukiminoseida [English translation]

(Ready, set go!)

Here's yamikawaii* from Japan, without blindly following others we'll pierce the music scene
Day is breaking, a slightly odd character, today is fleeing, am I a lazy person?
A three-eyed fraud's twisted ultimate nature (too young to live)
There is no gap, the true nature is important
Here's yamikawa ZKS, performing from our hearts we're Zenbukiminosei!**

Am I an eternal loser? Or am I
A modest wimp? Gleaming eyes watching for a chance to strike indeed!
Speaking with a resigned attitude "Ah... ah... aaaah..."
Of course I want to try to become worthy!

In this place I only wanted to try borrowing everyone's hands-
The Sengoku period, you say? What kind of example is that? I'm only ever battling myself
Holding my smartphone in one hand, in the sea of the internet "Go die. The truth is I don't understand myself at all.
Those hands, these hands, colorfully their number increases, everyone concludes "It's all your fault!"

But still...!
Am I an eternal loser? It was by accident, que sera sera
I want to try standing apart from the rabid believers! To be doing...? Huh? Indeed!
It's truly impossible, my heart is still in the preparatory phase..
I want to sincerely express my rebellious spirit!

Palpitations in the dark (I'm not feeling depressed, I'm not feeling depressed...)
Answering my own question, the root of this is...
Is it heresy? Is it because I'm gross? I'm deadly serious here!
Darkness originating from the hearts, envious dull humans

Change!
Am I an eternal loser? Or am I
A modest wimp? Gleaming eyes watching for a chance to strike indeed!
Speaking with a resigned attitude "Ah... ah... aaaah..."
Of course I want to try to become worthy!

*Yamikawaii = a sickly cute aesthetic. Derived from "yamu" (to fall ill)
**Likely referencing their band name. Translates to "It's all your fault"