Content Warning: Lyrics contain suicidal ideation as well as potentially implied self-harm.
I'm going to take a warped fall, sink deeply
Stealthily, just for your ears I whisper "Please impose your love on me"
Even after being bitten. It's not a metaphor, honest
It's okay if it's not pretty, even if it's breaking in unseemly ways.
If the obstacles are overflowing, I'll erase them for you right now
Carving into my chest the taste of the color of tears, don't forget ever again! A request made in a dream
"Is it temporary?" you ask. Detestable...
I exist only for the sake of myself. Save for the concept of you, I follow no ideology
That is the ideal I boast, the established routine. (Law.)
In the hope of you growing fond of me, I swim in the world of idols...
My solitude-loving self adored only one thing.
In this world a single person's feelings continued to light the way
Searching and going astray, where is this place?
The voice that echoes is rainbow-colored malice
What should I do, in this way I felt the pain of despair piercing my chest
"I don't need it, it's fine if it doesn't exist!" a condemning voice heard by no one
I can't see tomorrow, I don't need a future, I don't have anything I want to protect
I wish I'd just die already, no one's paying attention to me...
The unforgiving reality is no place where I belong, this scolding wounds me... (?)
That moment contained in a drop of blood, I won't be able to ever forget it, dreamlike
After all it's a delusion... So beautiful...
I don't need it, anything and everything, it's beautifully painful to the point I detest it
To the point of crying my soul out "I love you!", save me, I can't breathe
Hey, in this world that bears nothing but grudges I found meaning for the first time
"I don't care if I die" → Clinging to a desire to keep on living, you are what I wish for
Why do the obstacles keep coming? Hey, look at me as I erase them all for you
I carve your existence into my chest
If this is hope I'll go through hell for the final conclusion, detestable...
I exist only for the sake of myself. Save for the concept of you, I follow no ideology
This is my reason for being, the established routine. (Law.)
You exist only for the sake of yourself. In order to grow used to your loneliness...
My lonesome self loved only one thing.
I don't need it anymore, anything and everything, it's beautifully painful to the point I detest it
Tears spill out as I say "I love you!", save me, I can't breathe
Hey, when I reached you it was the first time anyone ever acknowledged me
"I want to die" → The idea of wanting to live prevails, reigns supreme
Pinky promise!
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